It's been a while since I've written, but that's okay. I've just come to find out that whereas I am a "journal" person, I simply am not a persistent and punctual journal person. So. Anyway.

Last night, I spent the night with Langley and Jade and it was so so much fun. I had a blast. We went to Robert's to swim for a bit, we drove around and hung out at a gas station where Jade embarrassed the living fuck out of me in front of Dylan McCalister, a boy I've had a Facebook crush on for a while now and, uh, we eventually retired to Langley's house. It was wonderful fun and games and we woke up this morning and went and had sushi and everything was fine and dandy until we went by Sam's house.

To give you a little background information, Sam Cripps is a friend of mine who has just recently fallen off of the face of the Earth due to a bad situation involving him, his mother, his girlfriend, a lot of lying and a few drugs. Honestly, I don't know the whole story other than his girlfriend gave him a few pills one time and then he got into trouble about some ISS bullshit and then the drug dolling out came into light and all hell broke loose. Now, he's been taken away to some family member's house for the summer and has absolutely no connection with the outside world via cell phone, Facebook and so on. So, since Austria and Prom and the Get Smart Play we were both in, I haven't seen or heard from Sam whatsoever.

Back to the story. We pull up to his house and Jade decides to go and knock on the door. There was a single car there and honestly, we didn't expect anyone to answer. Then this man comes to the door who is apparently his step father and shit goes down. We see him yelling at Jade and continuing to move his head repeatedly and even motions to the car and says something about Langley and such. Langley and I get out of the car to see what was happening when Jade just comes to car telling us to get in. The guy said something else about "And you too Langley and (motioning to me) I don't know who you are but..!".

Fucking crazy right? So, Jade gets in the car and tells us all the shit he unpiled on her. He blames her for getting him "started" on OxyContinn and even goes so far as to tell her she and her family should be ashamed of her.

I don't know what happened drug wise, I don't know if anyone gave anything to Sam or what Sam told them Langley and Jade did to him, but I know in my heart that both of those girls are good good people. I despise that man for making any of us doubting that fact. I still can't believe that this 50 something man actually unloaded all of the issues he and his family have on a 16-year-old girl and even dained to tell her that it was all her doing! That is such shit! I didn't know at all how to comfort Jade simply because I was astounded that anyone would ever ever do that and make those insinuations.

I love Jade and Langley so fucking much and I want to hit that man for ever making them even for a second doubt what wonderful people they are. No one has ever made me feel more accepted and loved and whole than the two of them and Carter.

I prayed when we left and will continue to pray that everything having to do with the Sam situation works itself out and that I get to see Sam again. I desperately miss him and this whole thing is absolutely crazy.